Alone as an INFJ
Someone said to me today that it is my attitude that needs to be fixed. I say No! Its not my attitude. It is your indifference to Truth that needs the fixing.
I watched this morning on Monday, February 26th 2024, a man say that “that there were only a few effects from Covid 19, variants, and new variants, hosting, and not taking vaccines, and Omicron with 3 mutations not having efficacy of vaccines that would keep up and stay on top of our biological systems.” And that predispositions to genetic mutations had few effects. I see children born with defects that are so dysfunctional, that to see them born, is so frigging heart breaking. They just keep showing those babies, and it only hurts me more. I told them do not have babies, because I knew. It is not my attitude that needs working on, it is your attitude that is so indifferent.
I watched yesterday, when a man had a baby on his knee, and he had a big beard, and he was picking up this brand new baby and kissing it so hard, and making it cry each time. He seemed to kiss with resentment, rather than kindness, gentleness, and a sweet kiss. This is a brand new baby, just born into a world of hurt, that I find myself in. The baby has a soul too, that will remember being frightened by you, the person of indifference.
To the Fathers who throw their kids in the air like a sack of potatoes, well these are children with souls, and gentle kind little beings that are as soft as the skin on their bodies. If you yell, or walk by them and do not notice them, they get hurt via emotions and feelings. They are sentient beings. They have tiny little immature souls that have to metamorphosis into an allegory of knowledge of the strong sense, like the self actualized persons of maturity. That you are not.
Every-time I see a baby that is born deformed, and think it was your indifference that brought that child into this world. That child that has a world of hurt ahead of him or her, because you did not listen. You knew better. But it is the child that is hurting.
Children are beaten for doing things they did not know was wrong. You showed them how to do it what they are beaten for. I once said to someone, if you ever touch my child like that again, I will leave you so fast your head will spin. I did. I left. I will leave again and again, if I see a child beaten for no reason but the male’s resentment of the child’s life. It is females that do not want children, because we are tired of our children being eaten by the aggressive male. I walk beside you story telling and resurrecting stories for today, in allegory form.
Treat thy neighbor the way you wish to be treated. Love each other in Peace, Harmony, Honouring life. Not beatings, not hurting but loving each other. We are sentient beings with souls. I see yours. Do not say, I cannot see it, or feel it, or hear you. I do. INFJ. And do not criticize me for being what my environment made me.
Carolyn d Hogarth Canada
Alone…..