The theory of environmental assaults or variations or variables of covid 19 in our environments are indeed affecting our health, our social order, our societies health, and our young children being born today,  and this is a valid argument. Every environment has variables like wages, tornadoes, lightening, hurricanes, and flooding that we must deal with daily, but these health issues of late, like covid 19 have gone too far. This is not arguable as fact.

If economics and the dollar bill are more important than human survival you forget about adaptation to our environment, and it is a factor before the dollar bill. In communities of trade or commerce, that think in advantages just by  dollar bill, well these are Valueless societies, and promote dollars instead of human survival. It is an idea of slavery, of disconnect, from self and others, and if the individual is disconnected from self and others, and if the individual is just a product, or a commodity of business, then the Value of the human being becomes depleted, and sales, profits, and mathematical numbers and demographics that are targeted are the focus. Not your health, as it is the last concern of economies. They want you as a resource to work for them.

That kind of society is one that is forgetting Values that we based our country on. The ethical behaviours that are our Values, and morals that are based on Principals. You just focus on profits, markets, demographics as your target for sales, and numerical mathematical modelling. You lose the societies worth of a human being. You lost the Value of a homo sapien life that is to be honoured.

My example; Human symbolism ….Why do we need Mother Mary as a human symbolism or a human cognition as a Mary unmarried, and as a Mary Married, as a Mary a Mother. Mother of mercy, mother of miracle of her son and baby Jesus. Mother of Forgiveness. He was a son of Peace. The family of Mary the Mother, along Joseph the Father and Jesus the son, shows the family as an example. The importance of the human family. But if you look at them as numbers, a demographic to target for sales, and numerical mathematical modelling of numbers of cancers, covid, it loses the power of human value. Then the symbolism loses it’s power. Profits and demographics are the focus, not the importance of the family, and your word of promise is at stake. The Powerful abuse their positions of Power, and start abusing the poor. It is when Power corrupts and Absolute Power Corrupts absolutely and this is the obvious today.

Without Mothers of Mercy how do we say that we ask for Mercy in taxing in power corruptive states of governing powers? How do we say our rights are being abused by the Powerful? The poor worker bee? Without the Mother of Mercy how do we ask for Mercy or give Mercy? We need symbolism of the Six Stations of the Cross as Cognitive understanding at times in symbols. If we do not have that what happens is corruption takes over and the less fortunate are abused daily with the focus  of some being on the dollar bill. We cannot focus on the dollar instead of the family. How would we explain the sacrifices of the son that make the wealthy and elite wealthier and the poor poorer and the middle class poorer?

Are our Children Safe Today?

Chapter 5

When Trump ran for office I saw pathological problems with lies. I also saw that misogyny was indeed part of the personality traits and also Narcissistic behaviours among the rest. I asked for confirmation about the behaviours from experts. I received the confirmation. The Narcissistic behaviours were prevalent, and obvious, and the belief in Entitlement.

Judgment they say is you do not know what others have lived through so you do not judge. I am saying, Jung knew from studies that judgment is for self direction, for adaptation, and survival through sense intake for the homo sapien biological organisms. I am further into studies than Jung was in his time, and my purpose is to stop corruption. My example; (Peace at latitude 49.005 the Peace Promises since 1926).

When Trump ran for office I knew our children in Canada were in trouble. I had listened to what his own family had said, and some of the talk shows on marriage. I had also had experiences with one of these personalities in my own lifetime. (The inside knowledge that sees people who abuse others because they are entitled).

Soon after he was running for the Presidency, he was quoted by many of his followers as being the 2nd coming of the Christ. I listened in horror, but said nothing. Then the fights became about Racism, and the burning of businesses, communities, and hate begin to rise. Once that calmed down at bit, then it became about gender fights. Trans against women, the xx chromosome binary, heterosexual, trying to eliminate xx as a gender. Why? They think men can be women. Women can be men. And I say, “No! you are not me. And you cannot be woman.” I am not sure of how this turned into hate of women so quickly when I tried to stand up for children? It became that children shot in schools were the mother’s fault but they were not the shooter. How could that be? Children being bullied at school, by other children, and being shot by males. Children having to March for their Lives, to be heard that guns were the issue. I would say, “Politics of gender and religion clashed in the homes, and the children feeling and believing they are the sacrifices.”

Today, I am worried about the children, because they mirror everything said and done by parents. I find myself having to protect me as an individual from family, politics, religions, and women who think they have a right to control me for politics. As if I am the problem for trying to save the kids, when trying to protect families from a Narcissistic perspective, a Narcissistic President, drugs being demanded, votes being demanded, money being demanded by Nepotism from voters, and a family of people that are insisting on abusing the systems.  They abused law, the Supreme Court by putting into power Republicans who have no business being there. This Narcissistic President is still gaining power and he has not stepped down since being voted out of office and impeached twice.

My baby boy was many Races, many skin cells that covered his organs, with one large organ. Golden in colour, but just skin cells. Race is a belief by a group of doctrines of inherent differences among the human Race that determines cultural individual biases, hate, patterns of cruelty, but no achievements. This idea that Race is superior but of course involving only ones own Race, that is the determination of Webster Dictionary and they knew we were not one Race. Darwin’s education had been out for years. Race is a few markers mostly from environment to deal with the harshness of sun intake, the food we adapt to for diet,  for survival of very hot temperatures. People who are hybrids, have far more diversity than Races, parties, groups of Politicians. I do not understand the logic of biases, hate, being taught by mirroring, and the skin organ of skin cells and markers that help individual hybrids to survive with foods that contribute to our health in our regions, with sun intake that can be so hot.  It is up around 40 degrees today. Darwin knew it was up  to the individual to adapt to survive so why are governments wishing to push this aside and take away our right for adapting to our environment. Why are they trying to divide and get people fighting and division? I do not understand these tactics they are using today.

Each individual has it’s own passion, and why would we stifle that instead of support it? But something that has happened to me, is everything I say is taken as a Race statement instead of Science and Truth of Darwin. I am not Race. I am homo sapien, the biological organism that adapts and survives it’s environment, the biological biosphere. Something is terribly wrong with those that believe  in the doctrine of Race. We are our Mother’s miracle, not a whole Race’s miracle, as we are born from Love, the oxytocin of Laws of attraction, a Law of Nature. Even of Electrons that attract instead of push away. Critical Race theory is based on revenge, hatred, destruction, and blaming others instead of ourselves for not learning that Love is for All creation. That is ever so destructive socially and individually.Where can you get more diversity than from individual hybrids born to a mother? 8 billion people in the world. Try that diversity.

Mr. Horgan was right to put forward policies of non Race, because Racial beliefs means you are unequal to someone else. But if we are born free, and are really free, how can we not be born equal? Homo Sapiens of course are born equal. I am African, I am French, I am Miq-Mak, Acadean, Cajun, English, Broque, India, Asian, Greek, Serbian, Ukrainian, First Nations of the Universe, Mongolian, Romanian, Estonian, Ugandan, and 100 more countries, but 700 languages you want me to learn?  Fat chance of that. We have to find some way of communicating Love for All, and oxytocin the biochemistry of the homo sapien. I tried to look at life through health instead of through Race, because it is much healthier, especially oxygen necessities.

You see when I came on Meta in 2015, I saw our daughters being attacked by some males. I was even threatened by gun because I dare speak my individual needs of marijuana smoke being out of my immediate environment as it is harmful to my system.

I was so concerned about other’s  health and welfare and I believed I had a right to be concerned. They were being shot by the entitled in California, and in Toronto. Pathological liars, Narcissists, and misogynists rampaged our female and some to death. We are consistantly today, running up against this disorder and who thought themselves entitled to arm candy, or a female being on their arm? Who are these people?And why are they here amongst our females, putting female life at risk? Along with sons?

Anyone who thinks they are not part of this, take a look at how you attacked me for trying to save our kids from being shot. I called on security for a reason. I have searched my systems, my beliefs to see if I am Racist. I have searched my conscience to see if I am Racist. How can I be if my background beliefs is one of marriage of Love? I do not look at Race, I look at Love and comparability even for friends. What does the Love and care offer in this coming together of two minds? I even sat down before I married my husband 45 years ago and 47 years ago in friendship, and we went over priorities, and decided not to have children because of genetics in both families. We did not want to make any mistakes. We took classes on marriage in our Church and we have never been so narrow minded that we cannot stand listening to a counsellor for another objective opinion, if we run into friction, because I really do not like to fight.

Sometimes it is just a good idea to look at what could both of us do different if we ran into problems communicating, and we have ran into some serious problems. Our communication styles are so different, and my awareness of who I am is much more deeply thought about, as my husband can barely communicate his feelings after being in such a demanding job. I speak details, and he has a white and black report style type of training of generalities. So if I can get his attention long enough just to discuss some ideas, then we are off and running so he can fix the problem on his side and I can fix me. Sometimes we can get lost in details. You have to know we are both first borns, both very into facts of Science. Colin comes from a Fire Science background and of course mine are the humanities. I also have studied so many disciplines. We loved our individual lives, and we both have different views on many things, being male and female, but we try and understand the other. I love humour and if it is warranted, it helps blow off steam, and Colin is the same way. This is something we have in common.

Do I have opinions that are subjective, of course, but we try and be objective with policies, that benefit our household and home. We both have very dark humours because of jobs, and lifestyles. He thinks I talk too much, and I do not think he talks enough or that he knows enough about the details. You can hide a bunch of sin in details and even be aware of it. When I am talking sin, you do not cop out on me. I do not like liars, or denial in our relationship, which sometimes, he thinks it is just better to ignore things and they will go away. I like to deal with details right up front.

Years when I had to empower myself, and I had to listen and learn about things I did not even know about myself. Those details. It is known that the devil is in the details, or intentions pave a road to hell. What? My intention is to Love. I choose to speak right up front. But when our kids got into trouble on the Internet, on the computer, and youtube, I became vigilant with watching and learning about what we were going through. Well what I learned. Holy holy holy.

My eyes bleed. My ears bleed my heart has huge blisters, and now my my endometriosis, holy holy holy. I still go back to Grandma and her preaching.  Love thy neighbor as you wish to be Loved or treated. I love, I love, I love. Not Ego, but Agape, Amour, and Eros. And now today, the Goddess of Nature….Hesiod. Goddess of Marriage too….Hera. Athens. I love Romance movies, Romance sayings, Dancing the tango, of togetherness. I love being a woman. I love my children, but they were taken years and years ago, along with a hateful group of teachings, after all what do I know. I am only Canadian. I only sleep with one at a time, but ignore me for others and their lives because children should not being shot in our schools. I do not drink often, maybe a glass of sherry with pizza periodically, and some who go to Go Go Girls, and pole dancers, Hello highways and bi-ways, I am off here as I disagree. If you abuse me, I am not here long. When divorce occurs, it puts a huge bunch of difference into the brain of a child. But once I hear that Indifference aimed at me, in speech, I honestly move on.

That is enough. I will not tolerate disrespect. You have two parents fighting and that pulls at the child, and pulls the child eventually into a dark dark place. No your father stole you, and he didn’t have time for me when we were together, and didn’t want you in the first place, so do not come to me crying today with your words and actions of hate. I truly am not interested in the fight or resentment.

Without commitment on both sides it does not work. The kids are the recipient of the differences. Not love. It creates INDIFFERENCE! You broke your agreement. You broke your marriage because of drinking with friends at the St. Vital. I am gone. You broke your kids and marriage by sleeping with other women, who phone and tell me they are pregnant. I am gone. I do not sit and feel sorry for myself as I have places to go and live.  Do not come crying now. I walked away rather than do that to my kids. I took the kids, but then they were taken back by fathers. Okay. Got it! Done. You made choices for the good of everyone. Thank you. They are not my children and this is fact. I have no connection to these kids you conditioned with your own hate.

Getting back to Racism, and hearing this kind of talk is so hard on kids who are a number of Races. It is awful for the child, so do not do it. The mother’s miracles, are beautiful little creatures that you watch copying, mirroring, and bringing out the wonderful habits. But when you are away trying to support them, feed them, and you cannot be two places at once, the child learns some other habits, and this needs a mother’s attention. If your child suffers there is a reason. Racism contributes to killing, contributes to misunderstandings, contributes to self sabotage, and where is the togetherness. Love causes huge learning to occur, but so does hate, war, and slaughtering of peoples. It is the cause of whole Nations destruction, and it’s opposition to Love thy neighbor.

I am an Evolutionary Realist and that is because of studies and experiences. My Grandmother taught me, I am Universal Love. She taught me what people go through when they are not loved. She was my protector, and she was my teacher, and she taught me that Jesus loved me. But I learned that Jesus died from those who abused Power. Jesus did live, and that man like John absolutely loved those people around them. He did not want them to hurt from the Powers that be of wealth and those who Value the dollar more than Grandma’s daughter. You got your freedom now use it. That lesson is not only from the Kingdom of that time, but the Kingdom of today and the Kingdom of tomorrow. The kingdom come, resurrecting his story of life, vs death. This man died a slow death, and no human should ever have to suffer that way. He is the Son of Warning we really need All to live in Peace before anything gets out of hand. Did we learn anything from his stories? I suggest No!

Learn from his stories, and do not use people and the stories against him. We call ourselves advanced, but I say no we are not advanced. Oxytocin, serotonin, glutamate, and dopamine for memory and learning are advancing the rights of human kind into the Eden we all want so badly. Freedom, the right to vote, the right to be free to love our own passions and choices, and we are not to be controlled by governments around the world. Today when I write this it is 11th October and maybe some of us could ponder these stories and recognize they have meaning and purpose. Not extreme, just simple, all it takes is love. I am Carolyn d Hogarth who loves Humanity. This whole story is the harsh reality of beatings, sexual abuse, and being so afraid of life, and being attacked by a biological virus, that we put the dollar bill before our own civilization.

I want to say to Adam Schiff  that we just about lost our own Democracies. But I am not going to let that happen, because as much as I do not like government, I want everyone to have a fair chance at being free as a homo sapien, Anthropologically speaking. A biological organism that deserves the right to breathe oxygen, not a virus that kills people. Airborne in intent to climb into your cells and kill you the host. Man made….Wow! I have been attacked to the point of exhaustion, and my self esteem and health has taken a beating, but I will not give up our freedoms to a traitor. I go to bed far too many nights scared silly for our kids in Canada, and I really hope you feel the same way. If not I did not do it. I just wanted the kids safe. It is simple.

I am aware you almost lost your democracy. That the Republicans almost did you in as a country. Maybe it is time, you cannot be a pathological liar as a leader of the Free World. No lies. Biology and the Optimum brain functioning counts on us being honest. These two things have to be in sync psychologically and physically with behaviour. Anything else is psychologically unsound. Ask a psychiatrist if you do not believe me. Biology of self and psychology of self. It all has to be in sync or synchronized in behaviour, and this should be all spelled out so we all understand.

If you know that bodies are being burned in India, and if you know that bodies are dead from working in the Lab of Wuhan, why would you call the virus a “Hoax.” Trump was on Sky News claiming his knowledge about Wuhan lab but calling the virus a “Hoax.” Why would you say to Sky News Australia that the virus is from the Wuhan Lab, but tell your own population it’s a hoax, and Trump did say that. Pathology of a liar. Facts. And if he knew what I knew, why didn’t he support me? Why didn’t he say so, instead of saying, “he is the second coming.” If he knew that Dr. Li Wenliang had lost his life from working with the Gain of Function research, why encourage people to not take vaccines. Why just tell people it’s all a hoax. Why leave us worried you were not catching on? And why did the United Nations want to protect China? Why didn’t the world Health speak up, but instead they tried to hide what had happened? If I Knew about the sequences, and was saying so, they had to know. This is off track in so many ways.

What about climate change? Do we have to listen to Republicans for another 6 years lieing their selves into oblivion. Making up false stories and innuendos as if Truth does not exist. A tree is a tree is a tree, and it gives off oxygen. You cannot change that. But your brain has to be working in order for you to understand that a tree giving off oxygen is reality. It really is fact. I hug trees because they are really here. Reality is Reality. No matter how you perceive it to be. These are realistic facts.

The following is Physics or equations that give us ideas of why China tried to kill us off. China has previously tried to kill off their female population. That is not news. They controlled population by doing  CO2 = P x S x E x C

CO2 = Co2 needed for human existence.

P = People = Number of People on earth?

S = Services per person and what services people for needs.

E = Energy …..Food intake for each homo sapien to exist in energy

C = Co2 per unit of energy …..the metabolized Energy consumed.

This is the equation that Climate Change extremists put into effect per each person for Co2 and the number of people on earth, and what survivors each person needed,  and what amount of food intake or consumption is needed for people’s energy, and fuel consumption needs. Yes I wonder who gave China that idea, and that kind of abuse of power? It boggles the mind when you even consider the outcome of this. I am someone not too pleased with Climate Change extremists right now. I think they have some explaining to do. Gain of function research did not help Climate Change, it killed some of our kids from extremism and bullying. Can we do better than this crap? I have one grand child because I didn’t want our world over crowded with children. Today some mothers have 16 children with no conscience of climate change and energies used. Some people have 21 children, and no conscience of climate change. I didn’t want my children over populating the world. I also reduce, recycle and reuse, and we do not use our car much any longer.

The People talk about Indigenous Rights and I say, “As a Canadian I am uncomfortable with Indifference.” We either are All Canadian under 1 flag, or lets make a 2 Nation State agreement just like Palestine and Israel. I do not know truly,  am I Canadian or Indigenous. Cardinals have been here 600 years. Lets have a referendum at who we are as Canadians. We need facts before Anarchy sets right in. Are we Canada, Turtle Island, or Acadie? Time to step up Canada. No more Anarchy. #EnoughisEnough. This has got to come to an end. We have to think of “All” the Children.

We are asking Canada to set in motion what are we? Set in motion a referendum to define who Canada is. Are we Indigenous? Are we Acadie? Are we Turtle Island? Everyone of us has to abide by the decision of democracy. The decision of “All.” We cannot go on as divided with Racists who believe they have a right to this land and have a right to the Earth and the right to tell me what my choices will be, and using these kinds of statements under their own flag. Using their own flags, using their own lands, and using ours too for their train attacks to control our economy. Telling us how rotten we are just for being here. But the problem is, I am not just white. I am homo sapien as we all are on earth, and I live in a melding society that has determined that Racism is wrong, and we are to Love everyone. We are multi-coloured so I get it from Blacks, because we all come from the seas and soils of Africa. They have traced homo sapiens all the way back in history to being amphibians and then into trees. I get it from browns, from blacks from whites. I took Anthropology in Canada years ago, and knew about the history of the Chimpanzee, the Apes from Chomsky, and see how we evolved from who they are. The Chimpanzee being 98.9% the same DNA. So if you love humanity it is called “All Children.” What the heck I did not just walk for just one part of the population. This was written on October 11th, Monday, 2021. I feel like a kid from a divorced country of immature children, a divorced country of immature Politicians. These poor darlings why are you feeding them crap, hatred, and anger? Where is Love for our own country? There are people attacking our own country, our communities, and people still being Racists. What the heck is going on?

I want to tell you a story of Creationism. I am so tired about talking about life when all you think of is nothing but death. The death of people world wide, and death of our children, and our uteri, and our reproductive systems. Death of children, and death all around you. I believe everything is a miracle. Why don’t you? No matter what happens there is always something positive that can come from negative.

Wars cause death. WW2 was the last big war of the world that did so much damage to our lives, and our world, I still believe it has not recovered. Even the young today have no idea what the war was all about. They have no respect for the World War 2 Vets, or for Jewish people that were being annihilated, that and our soldiers, who laid their bodies down for us to have freedom a long time ago. These young soldiers gave of their lives for us to have freedom and be able to make choices for ourselves. They were killing thousands of Jewish People that Hitler apparently didn’t like, and he was Racist about Jewish people.

Here is a beautiful story of Creation:

Paula Cramer and her husband are having a little girl that is being produced in the reproductive system right now. They are having a miracle child that I believe is created by the Law of Attraction with eggs and sperm fertilizer, and the cells start dividing and creating a spine, a Central Nervous system,  a brain, all the sense system for intake of data for this little one to adapt and survive her environment. This beautiful child is builtd from bottom to top and builds a whole human being, that is a human life. Even the skin organ is all cells, that is the largest organ of all that builds the DNA from the mRNA of the helix that is a hybrid DNA made from the combination of mother and father. Male and female….xx and xy combining of DNA. It builds the skin cells from pink to white to gold, to yellow, to orange, to tan to brown to black. It depends on the region you live in and the food you eat. Skin is to protect all organs, and our frame from the outside environment. The skeleton beneath that is built of muscles, sinew, joints, and is necessary for movement. How could skin be for anything else? It covers the kidney cells, the bladder cells, the intestine, the liver cells, the heart cells, the lung cells, the reproductive cells, and a whole lot of other organs and the frame to cover the skeleton, which is protected by the skin. Skin is not for identifying Race. The little builder cells do this when you are in production in the mother during utero. It covers trillion of cells that carry information and data of DNA handed down by parents. The individual colour of eyes, colour of hair, colour of the skin organ, and who we are as gender, and sexual organs are built, along with environmental assaults that are in markers that change. The changes occur every generation in colour of skin, and the skin cells determine what colour of skin you have,  which I have said above, and this ranges from pink to black and everything in between. Then the information of the cells gets passed down to the daughter or son to the next generation, and this has been going on for thousands of years. So lets look at the heart cell.

Your heart cells have a job to do of homeostasis, and that is the steady pumping of blood flow and pressure of the blood systems and if coagulation occurs then that is a danger sign. It must be regulated because your blood flow must be consistantly flowing through your whole system. And did you know that blood cells have a job to do too, and it keeps your body functioning? Each cell that exists carries your information in your helix of your own body type, you whole body form. Functions of proteins are determined by the shape they are, but we have over 50,000 3 dimensional shapes and the only aspect of protein structure coded for DNA is it’s linear sequences of amino acids. The linear sequence determines it’s functions (page 21 Duke University Stephen Nowicki).

Your own lung cells have a job to do so you can breathe oxygen, or Co2. All these cells have a different job to do to carry the data within them for their own specific job that they must do and isn’t that wonderful. That way you get to breathe and stay alive. Oxygen is so very necessary. I will write more about this at a later date.

The skeleton on the head to cover our skulls that carry the brain and that means the amphibian brain and the evolved parts of the brain as well. It is covered with cells and hair cells that are so tiny and yet so large in numbers even to make one hair follicle. And all these cells are being made for the body to develop with electrons, protons, and nucleus with proteins and acids and chemistry responses, just to make you be you. You are one individual that is different from all other individuals and you have a specific place in life, a specific purpose and your cells are part of that purpose.

What about the eye cells that make it possible to see and the sense of not just colour but sight that make it known whether a bear is in our presence. the eyes have whole groups of systems inside you, and they bring data right to area 17 in the brain, and it is an area of visual information. They also bring data from outside to inside from the outside environment to the inside environment as information for each cell and information from the outside environment for us to adapt and survive our environment called a biological biosphere. Just like all the senses with sound the smell the mouth and the taste, and touch with fingers and sensitive nerves at the end of our fingers all this data is in the cells to makes these senses send information to the brain that organizes every movement we make, every thought that we have, and every muscle movement that occurs, along with all organs, homeostasis, and life energy stored in cells, plus the mitochondria that evolved to keep our life energy force active. It brings the life force of the micro cells and all the Quantum mechanics of a cell into the Natural World of our biological biosphere, and into the Laws of Nature to the world of neurons to make your connections of corresponding correlations of data within your cells to the outside world of laws. All this data is saved for years within you on your experiences, knowledge, wisdom, spirit, instincts, intuition, and ethics of Values we hold dear, along with morals of Value that we hold dear and that our country was built on. This inside places of storage of memory short term and long term, are memory working long terms memories.

Area 17  for example, the vision area in the brain is an area that if we see a bear, the cells are connected through dendrites, axons, synapses, chemistry and electrical potential action, and memories that bears can be dangerous, so keep your distance, and carry bear spray. This information is stored with DNA, and data for recall for adaptation and survival to self direct for safety. Synapses are part of this system and biochemistry makes us respond via muscle movement. We need that data for survival. The Executive function we need for survival where laws of vibration, and the mouth from energy kick into gear from the voice box for articulation.

All this sense data and trillions of cells functioning that are doing their job to keep you alive must function at the optimal levels.

To lift one finger can take the Central Nervous System, areas 4 in the brain, the frontal temporal area, laws of homeostasis, laws of aerodynamics, and so many laws of nature into effect so that one finger can move it’s muscles to keep us alive from the outside world of Biological Biospheres of  dangers.

When Paula Cramer is growing and developing a little one in utero, and learning when her miracle is born, with all these different systems, and that baby has to learn it’s Mother’s passions about golf, Laws of golf balls, aerodynamics, energy laws, effects of footage, laws of cause and effect, laws of relativity, just to understand her mother, well life can be complicated. Each person and including Jesus as you are made in his image, as homo sapiens is going to have a huge learning curve, along with all the Laws of Nature and so many Laws of biology just to understand your own body that survives if lucky in Mother Earths environment.

We are “All”  homo sapiens hybrids. Beautiful in creation, beautiful in life, beautiful in cells in DNA, and do not let anyone tell you different. You be the best you can be, not the worst. Be happy with who you are as you are your mother’s miracle. You are perfect just the way you are, and you have your own purpose, your own passion to follow. And no one can deny you your own Truth. It is true. You are made from trillions of cells that have wondrous miraculous data inside you from generations before along with environmental assaults that were passed down to you. Some from experiences of good, some from assaults from the environment. Our ancestors did not just pass down negative, they also passed down a great deal of positive.

My grandmother could never be perfection. But her perfection was her love for family. This was the beauty she had as an individual. She gave to me her wonderful genes and molecular makeup. I am truly grateful for her Love, for her protection and for her birth to have been with meaning to give me life. I mean this because every morning is a fresh new start to the rest of my life. I pass this on to my own children and grand children. My own grand daughter, or my own grandson with my own cells and my own health whether good or bad it is meant with well being. So I take care of my health as much as I can, and Colin’s too.

I had nothing to do with the assault on our genetics and here is again today in 2015 to 2024. Governments around the world attacking our biological forms in wars of the genome project, wars of economies, wars of lands, and wars of Religious ideologues. I am a person who has to have my independence and my parents had to deal with my independent nature. So I took responsibility for my independent nature and learned to deal with my own self direction, my own self determination, my own self actualization, my own will, and it is strong,  but it is mine, not to be abused. Learn about your own creation. Your own feelings, emotions, and experiences and what your intent is to others. What is my passion? My cells grew at a very young age, and I learned about Astrocytes, and they are cells that take a cell to a place where it belongs in our body. Where that particular cell has a job to do. Can you imagine the job of an Astrocyte? Maybe that is why I Value Mother Nature so much because of the miracle life really is. Mother Nature produced us, from eukaryotic cells that had a nucleus to prokaryotic that without injections and bacteria we would not be here today on earth.

I do not know if my own mother knew about biology. She was religious in her own take of life. She built 9 children, 4 boys and 5 girls. There is not a mother alive that does not value her own children.

So when I say;

You are my sunshine, My only sunshine,

You make me happy when skies are grey,

you will never know dear how much I love you

Please don’t take my sunshine go away.

I really mean this because you are my miracles. If anyone tells you different I cannot stop that, but you believe what you want to believe to make your life, your own. Now I wish Paula Cramer and her family a huge wish of you both being the best you can be with your little creation. I am rather excited so let me know what it is, and let me know how things go, as I will be watching.

This query goes out to Stephen and Joe Rogan and now about creation. Is life not wonderful? How special are our creations? From Mothers who produce and develop these wonderful creatures in our reproductive systems, but of course I bet you know that already.

This query is for All young people to share data and information, because back in the 80’s women were given hormone treatments as a replacement therapy, but as we were taking them some noticed that cancer levels were on the rise, like with breast cancers. Now who are we to argue with Science and drug companies. Instead, we started sharing news letters  that shared information of what we were going through. I had 100’s of news letters and all of us noticed increases in females taking hormone replacement therapies. The drug companies were more interested in profit than in health of women. I put a great deal of Value on sharing information as much as possible because of this information being important. I find that sharing helpful and something I look at with an open mind as long as people are not hurting each other.

Information for example on THC and Gabapentin in our environment are two areas of interest for me. I am one of these people that cannot be around people who smoke marijuana as my left leg starts to vibrate. I try my hardest to stay out of harms way from people who partake of drug forms. I took education and psychological damages done to people who participate in drug addiction. At that time the Professor who taught the course said he was against any form of drug taking. He is dead set against marijuana because of it being addictable, because of the cannabinoid system, the receptors of this system being effected by the THC. The stickiness of the THC and how it effects the receptors. I watched a show on THC and also on Gabapentin. And what happens to the person partaking in taking drugs when addictions cut in to that person’s life. Watch the videos with an open mind if you are young and have a lifetime ahead of you. You are harmful and do not be foolish and diss yourself by doing lots of harm to your own brain. (The video Mastermind Kamloops) “The tale of two drugs.” Many doctors are prescribing these drugs for pain and I ask you to think long and hard about taking any kind of drug. Dr. Mitchel is qualified and is a person that says, he thinks research need be much more involved because research done so far is limited, and was done on marijuana. It was pushed by economics and demand of the addictive types of personality looking for a high, a buzz and relaxation. Listen to the research with an open mind and ask yourself, do you really want your brain chemistry, and synapses, myelin sheath, and axons, to have interference from drugs. The brain is your whole operating system for your whole one unit as body works by and from sense intake. It is an important organ for the Central Nervous System, the Autonomous nervous system, for every muscle moved, every thought you have, every word spoken, every memory to recall, every instinct, every intuitive action of potential. It is an important organ. That show is on the Cannabinoid system and pain. There are machines that work on from electrical impulses helping the system and far more effective ways to help the muscles relax. Do not take away your own chances at being the best you can be. I know that might sound phony but it is the truth.

When I was pregnant I fell on my spine and has given me trouble since that fall, but I find ways to control that pain and a way of controlling those spasms that can occur when I experience my own spine pain, but the side effects of medications are far to0 high in consequences for me to ever take medications for it. Mastermind from Kamloops would agree with me.

I know that some think this old bat should mind her own business but guess what I cannot help think I love sharing. It seems to me to fulfill something in me that saw our females struggling on line when Anarchy seemed to be in full swing. I am a writer and my writing have notes galore, and researched facts, and I decided to share them when and what I have learned along the way of 40 years of studying Science.

We are family and the backbone of Canada, under 1 flag, the Canadian flag. It is volunteers, the people who care that keep our country going. We are out there everyday doing what we need to do to keep our Canadians safe. Let Truth prevail and get rid of some of these absurdities to date of when this gets published.

Children and Mothers Being Protected.

It was stated by Prime Minister Trudeau that the family is the back bone of Canada and Mr. Horgan who is family too and he was vulnerable too to cancer forms, he needed someone fighting for his rights too. He needed vaccinated workers, and those who do not follow “Workplace, Safety and Health”  measures are playing with our individual lives. This is against everything Canada stands for. We are the family of homo sapiens, a family oriented country, so truth is, “All” you darlings are loved and Mother’s you must take care of the child. You take care of those babies as they are in Jesus’s eyes Precious within our sight. In my eyes are babies that are precious and should be in everyone’s sight. Some are putting their own rights above everyone else’s. They are dependence as children. Truth is they are more vulnerable today than the adults who refuse to take vaccines after I saw those autopsies of Dr. Mike Hansen’s. Our country is built on the Bible as you all swear in for service with your hand on the Bible. That has not changed. The Bibles says, “thou shalt not kill.” Jesus meant it. Do the Jews who have a teaching under the Star of David, do Jewish people kills, or defend their rights when you attack illegally? Remember the mother was a little Jewish mother and her son was hung and nailed to a cross for teaching love.

Trump did mean it, but he said it. What?  “I can kill on 5th Avenue and get away with it.” Trump is not the chosen one but Jesus is. Those who play God of Gods. No! Not allowed. Either you mean it with me when you make a promise to your country, or you do not, and to lie is not acceptable. Trump played God of Gods, to be acting as if he is the chosen one.

Here it is Friday, and another week gone, and we want you all to know that we believe in Peace. The only way for the world to get along is with Peace, and knowing we are “All”  homo sapiens. We are the biological biosphere we live in our world, and biological organisms, the homo sapien that needs support from it’s environment. And Science tells us about evolution, and we do exist because of Evolution, and self directed adaptation and self actualized through successive approximation we find our way to survival of organisms, on our World, our one and only planet called Mother Earth. Creationists do have a point but not to extremism. Jesus was the son of Mary, and we are born in the same image, but we are not Gods. We are loving each other, as Loving you, loving me, loving us, loving we is what was preached a long time ago and the story of Jesus as a resurrected historical story for the Ethics of Value that our countries were based on, and Morals that were Valued for survival purposes. Being victims of a biological attack on our biology, leaves women with mitochondria levels that need be checked in 2024, so that we do not give birth to deformed children with clots in their veins.

When my mother in law died, that day I had started a new job with people that were dealing with health issues of Schizophrenic behaviours.  These people struggle with learning, and struggle with health every day of their life. Colin’s Mom and I had our problems. She figured her son should have brought home a Judges daughter to marry her son. She made no bones about how she felt about me, having been married before. The moment she said, that I said to Colin, this is between your mother and you and has nothing to do with me. The next visit when I said something as I meant as  endearing statement about “lazy limeys,” because they were all sunning on sun chairs, in the Manitoba sun when we arrived, she immediately snarly like,  snapped at me, and said “we do not talk like that around here.” I immediately got up and left. I said to Colin as I left, you stay here, I am leaving. I do not think he blinked his eye, and got up and followed me out. I thought that strange but said nothing. He was used to her not agreeing with his dates.  By the time I met Colin I was a no nonsense girl. You got to believe I meant business. Treat me with respect or I am gone. But the day I heard about her dying, we had never really made Peace between Colin’s choice of Loving me, and her choice to insist on gossiping behind my back and constantly accusing me of things I was not doing. So the sadness I felt the day she died was so overwhelming, I went to the Church, banged on the door and just sat there with Mary and Jesus and the nun sitting beside me, who had let me in. I didn’t want help. I just wanted to sit there with Jesus. I think between problems in life, the job stress, his mother dieing, his health many days, if I had not had something bigger than myself that day to rely on, I would have lost my sanity completely. I got so tired of fighting people who knew so much more than me, unloading their stress issues on me. I had to hold my tongue many times. Being quiet about this took its toll. My silence and understanding can lead to some very painful minutes. Your tears just cannot stop, and you need a quiet place of Peace to be by yourself with a Nun who just sits and prays with you. Don’t give me advice, just be with me. I must think between problems after crying. I had other people counting on me. Life can be so stressful sometimes, even if you walk, lift weights, do relaxation techniques, life can still get on top of you. The sweet nun went about her business, and it felt like Grandma was with me, just doing her business, but there for support if I needed her. I just needed some time with Jesus and his spirit with me, in order to survive that day of sadness. It still was not mine to carry. You might not believe this, but that moment, had I not had Jesus, and my inner belief, I honestly would have lost who I am and given up completely. Even with all my learning I needed something bigger than myself once again. I wish no moment like that one on anyone, when you cannot control other people’s relationships, or their anger about their past, or the avoidance some must play to keep their own sanity, but eventually his story catches up to him and I never wanted to witness what I did. But I listened. He could not blame me for his own pain,  of his mother and father’s marriage and the constant running around of his Dad. I knew because I had seen his father out on the town with his girlfriend. Do not undo that for yourselves, let your husband deal with his own issues. I walked out of the Church, knew there was nothing I could change about the situation and had to let it all go.

In reflecting so much had happened with Colin’s emotions over his family, but I know he was insistent on moving on. His story was a bit different than mine, but in lots of ways in my silence and learning, I learned a lot from my husband. The younger siblings were looking to him for fathering and he did not want the roll. It was his father’s roll to be their father. Not his. The mixture of job, terror, Love and parenting and Grand parenting came up again in 2015 when I spoke out this time.

I want you to know I feel the same way you do about children, and my little girls, and sons, and my siblings. All of them suffered long term from my sexual abuse as a child. I hated fighting and negativity and being abused and often would not listen to their complaints. I had little patience and lots of disrespect for people who abused children. You did not want me acting that out. The sexual trafficking which I saw a lot of during my life, was every bit as important to support these women as going through it myself I know what support I needed. Stay in your own lane, but listen. These things we go through with children we give birth to are every bit as painful as being abused as a child. It is like dying inside from pain and in depression that you wish for death, rather than all the pain inside you not expressed. It is like giving birth to a new life, when birthing all your own healing, but only its all emotional pain moving outward from inside you.  Every life is a new life, and you treat it with respect and support, and show them the ways, by just doing, because in “Klinic” where I experienced my own painful process of growth, I saw women sitting in fetal positions where the emotional pain was too much to handle, but you do not see yourself.

To Our; #Save the Children, #enoughisenough, #metoomovement #trafficked little ones, To “All” MPLGBTQAI and the children born of 2015 and then 2019, from covid, and afterward….this is to you.

I did not choose to be female and I hate fighting. I did choose to protect your rights as citizens of a Democracy. The rights of females, mothers and creators is a priority. The family under Church rule is a priority. But the consequences of the Science if we do not allow them to continue their research I think humans will be less fortunate. Science is not God. Love is. Religion. God is Love. Any actions that are not based on Love, move on from that kind of behaviour. Forgive and move on. Love thy neighbor works both ways. Not in parts. Live within the Laws of the land. If you take on revenge, it only gets worse, and you self destruct. Heterosexuals know that genders cannot be the Gods or they cannot have lobbyists running the country based on money and targets of females. These are facts. I will only repeat them once.

Women’s paychecks from volunteer work are less than nil. It is time consuming, and back breaking work to do research every day for year upon year for over 9 years. Christ said, “May Peace be with you, no matter how you experience your healing.” I told you how I healed. It is not about feelings of revenge or I got you moments. It is about the Science of living a good sound life with people who do not abuse others. Love the child who stands beside you, more than yourself. My heart is with you All that live with environmental assaults on your DNA, or your spirit, and try and take a Master Class on how to deal with feelings of sadness and depression about your own treatment. Carolyn d Hogarth 2021 – 11- 05

United We Stand, Divided we fall during a coup that nearly lost us our democracy. A way to control populations of women. Do not rebel. Keep our children safe. The only way to live your own life, do not have children. And make sure you are well educated. Are our children safe in our society. I think this speaks for itself.