When two people are finished with a marriage and want to move on, or finished with what they have to say or do, they should be able to say goodbye,  with dignity and say, that is enough now, because I have no more to add, and move on without scrutiny, from others. It seems when you leave someone behind because basically that is what a person has chose to do,  one should be able to say goodbye with dignity and walk away with the knowledge that you just do not fit together. You should be able to speak about this as adults without other people putting in their two cents, because they do not know what really happened that made both sides realize, you really do not need me at all.  I do not belong with you at all,  but I do not want to be your enemy, because I just want to say, “We are finished.” When I read on youtube that you could learn the brain and it was for dummies, and could be learned in 10 minutes, well I realized, “oh goodness I am wasting my time on some that really do not understand the human brain and it’s complexities, and how beautiful this wondrous organ evolved.”

Leaving a relationships or people behind because you do not fit, is not personal. It just is fact. I wasted 12 years of my life for people who do not care about what they did to me, or even the facts. I do not understand the hate. It is as if they feel they have a right to hurt you everyday. So I said my goodbyes.

If I as one person get along with men very nicely, why was I scrutinized as if a tramp? Do you not call that a double standard? I learned from the male over the years about Scientific facts and understand the male very clearly but not the brutality of rapers, killers, or war mongering. I believe in the right to life. In my studies no one ever said I was wrong for believing in the right to live life with freedoms, principles, morals, and ethics. It never was about money to me, as it was about learning, and University education was of such importance. But now when I say what I learned, apparently I am the problem. Something went terribly wrong. Outcomes should have equality and equity involved, and this division of our country shows that did not occur.

It just seems to me that some people bring attention to themselves because of family names or status, or self esteem issues, and they have decided that everyone must think their way.  So why do you insist on clicks and money for others? Is it true that I belong no where on earth,  if I am not making you money? Or what is it people are really scrutinizing me for? Does anyone know? Is it Race again? I heard someone say, just leave me alone as I am Buddhist. I have never attacked Buddhism, but do not appreciate how Americans use that religion for a resentment.  I just do not believe in karma. However attacked by scammers is what you call karma. The resentment was less than valuable on my time on the Internet.

Then I heard that First Nations wants equality. That is what I am asking for is equality and owner of the equity worked for by my husband and I when one dies. I do not have a brotherhood, lawyers, and a group working on my behalf so I think the quest of equality should be asked from my side.

I do not owe First Nations anything at all. I am not sure why they think that I treat them anyway. I said originally in 2014 I was walking for all children, not just native children but all children, and that was when I was being attacked for no reason.  I saw those actions as illegal.Today they still ask for equality. I treated then equally. 1 voter

Why do children have to be killed? Why do rapes happen? Why are we told we do not belong in Canada as this is the First Nations land? No it isn’t. Cardinals and Oulettes have been here since the 16oo’s. I think after 500 years it is time for First Nation’s groups to understand, that Canada is here to stay. Richelieu would disagree with what you are saying.

Why are women raped by men coming into our country as if they have a right to kill Canadian children and women” Is that not a crime in Canada? Is rape not a crime in Canada when a little girl is killed by Ibrahim, by strangling and raping her? Is it no a crime to say “Kill Canadians?” Is it not a crime to put feces on our walls of our Public washrooms on the main Number One thoroughfare for transportation, and I might add that feces carried Covid 19, which put it in the realm of intent to spread it by air to other Canadians to kill.  The Government of Canada is not listening to this intent and seems oblivious to these kind of actions taken against Canadians who live with Peace Polices in our country. These men are also put back on the streets of Canada to try and kill again. I will never understand any of what happened to Canada. I will never understand some of the hostilities of Americans toward Canadians but the border is now tightened up with security and I have no idea what happened originally between the two countries. The covid 19 research, Gain of function supported by the USA and China and used against so many Canadians, and others around the world, as a biowarfare against our bodies, will never be understood by me. There were 4000 variations put into our environment from the hosts called human beings and the viruses themselves had 12,700 mutations. It is a fact that a vaccine when produced takes a year to see if it is usable at all and all these vaccines were experimental, as none had been tested before. Everyone knew that but no way could anyone group of vaccine producers be expected to keep up. They should never have been doing that kind of research because now the consequences are catastrophic.

You say compassion. You say empathy. Using people for money and clicks, and using data to control others, is using us as lab rats. Just for dollars?

It is something to think about and I wrote and thought for 12 years, and still find myself baffled. People that have huge names from wealthy families, thinking they should have our support, or money from us as worker bees, is really a curiosity for me or anyone stealing my writings as if it is their right, what pray tell is that all about?

What was the big sin about me being drawn to a piece of music that meant something to me? Why was music so political?  A song I thought they meant was called “Bless the Children.” After the attack on my character about that one song, I will never believe in that song again or in the Gods that killed children. I am dead serious about this fact. Was I used?

You cannot stop people from being themselves. If they are unhappy about marriage from their past, well I was not involved. If you are unhappy with how you were treated, say so but do not attack innocent people for your mistakes. I wonder if the systems are contributing? Love is not a bad thing between neighbors. Love for humanity is actually real. Love for the human brain and all it is, and love for all of Mother Nature’s creations, should be valued.

Politics really does break up marriages, break up friendships, breakup belief systems and divides people into groups against each other. It is really something to question and talk about without scrutinizing. But to threaten with guns, is something I go to the police to  report.

Just how much do we know about our systems? How much do we really know about the person we are marrying, or people we think are friends?

I know Colin and I love one another. That is said with no doubt.  The system that attacked us for 12 years condemned our love. That was hurtful to us both. Many hated me for marrying a man I love. Why? Their hate was based on pure gossip. Pure and simple class assumptions and us being blamed for how others believed, which I think owns a bit of  prejudice. Some who come into a country and think the people living there are not good enough for their sons, well you moved to Canada. I didn’t force you to move here.  Wow!

Sit down and have dinner with each other and discuss this letter to you because I think some people are very wrong in their assumptions.

I want to write this today as an overview of 12 years and how I left youtube and Facebook. I left feeling totally confused at what occurred for 12 years with neighbors,  I thought I knew. I just know that what happened killed children and elderly,  and this is against International laws of the right to live. Fact of Law.

Carolyn d Hogarth Canada This day of October 1st 2026. This site is privately paid for but you are welcome to read it. Thank you.