Beck’s cognitive theory says that it isn’t the events that bother us, but it is how we look at these events. Oh yes! Lets look at this one…2015 to 2024.

The Next Step after is to work on a Hypothesis that works…..

2019 ….Covid 19….I see on you-tube…one little women in darkness saying how she found a note in the United Nations. A note saying that they were going to depopulate. On New Tang Dynasty Television. So of course…I paid heed.

Then I see her name is Anne Bressinger from Australia. Wow! I thought I must keep my eye on this. Then a woman called Koirra said the same thing. She was from California.  Then I see where Assange and another journalist were under arrest for sabotaging the FBI and the other files from the Pentagon. Unless we are under attack, these things would never have been said.

And then I see someone from Canada selling algorithms to interfere in our elections. Not a ethical thing to do in Elections.

And then I see Bannon, and Flynn, and all those men from the Republicans, in a meeting in England, and apparently some guy had sold psychological profiles to Russia on us. (Not wise to do. I would not do that because it is not ethical).

And then Trumpsters…and Trump running for election and how he treated his opponents on the election trail, and during campaign speeches. Nothing about policies, only running down other opponents. Not ethical for even politics.

 Then kids being shot in schools, in Kindergarten, and then the attacks on kids on the Public forum. Not ethical to go after children and be bullying them.

 East Indians, Chinese, and from other countries in Africa, and the United States of America. Unethical

When speaking about drugs and marijuana being a dangerous drug to take because of the receptors in the cannabinoid system, I was threatened by a gun by two men on a couch. They even sent a gun picture to my site on face – book. I just had friends on there, so how did they manage that? That was Bordering on Crime actions to threaten me with death for speaking on a drug from my course of Addictions taken in the University for care givers. Far from unethical, bordering on criminal behaviour.

 I heard about the bus and the men who stated because women like their pussies touched it was o.k. to touch them because apparently we like it. That man was put in as President of the USA. Donald J. Trump. An Unethical person by any standards in the world. He even avoids paying taxes in the proper amount, and he was a millionaire or billionaire. Who knows these days? Unethical.

 The Epstein group. The house in New Mexico with eggs. The girls being trafficked and sold to  “highfalutin males” who just wanted sex at their beck and call. Epstein educated on modelling…”mathematical modelling” in the midst of the genome project, and the USA stating a restart. And the  USA into calling everyone else down for Climate Change, and Redefining Reality was their project for the Future Restart.  Redefining Reality?  O.k. My hypothesis. And the Epstein group in the thick of things with many parts of this. Illegal all the way around, and is certainly unethical.

 I was on the Public forum talking about psychology at first. Hans Selye theories because I could see some starting to panic. I was trying to explain when you are stimulated by a tomato and how salivation worked, and how you are stimulated by your own environment and it causes biological processes,  such as chemical responses that can be very dangerous for health if too much in cortisol. I tried to go through a meditations of “Seasons around a Lake” that I do all the time. It seemed to help. We talked on what happens when you are raped and what you can do about it. And that there are places to go to for help. And of course Fox started yelling at me, saying where were you before. In Canada is my answer.

All along these court cases were getting worse and worse. The Epstein process came out in the open, but such illegal goings on. All unethical and immoral from my perspective.

Then the metoo movement, and I started supporting them, and trying to help some that had been used and abused sexually. It was snowballing right before my eyes. Then I was accused of being a sexual abuser myself, and went what? Where is this coming from? It came from my original family who were nothing  but  a house full of sexually abused girls, and boys,  by a father who had raped me when I was very young. I just was honest. I looked after my own therapy, and education years and years ago.

Then first thing you know someone was saying they wanted to clear things up for later and I would understand, and it was politically. Understand what? What the hell was happening. Then I started being questioned about my own mental health, when I had had therapy years and years before this. Like around 40 years ago, and meanwhile Colin was getting sicker and sicker by the moment, and passing out on the floor from his 26% heart trying to keep him alive. The medical community thought it was PTSD. He was under a lot of stress with his heart. So was I. What was happening? Then Trump’s campaign. Then I was accused by my own government, Dr. Tam, the head of health, and apparently I was diagnosed without even knowing I was being diagnosed for being bipolar. Need I say more. Anyone not responding to this whole smozzle with care, was sick herself. (Unethical all the way through that paragraph). You never diagnose over the computer without having that person in your presence and wanting to be diagnosed. Unethical in psychological and Psychiatry practices. Unethical. 

The lies, and the way Trump was acting, and every day there was one more confusion, people acting distraught, also 33,000 lies recorded. I have never seen anything so sad as when Hillary Clinton was treated with such malice in a debate, and how he treated others. I never saw anything so sad as when Hillary Clinton was in the Public eye and her husband was caught with Monica Lewinsky, and what happened there. And now Trump with his prostitutes, his assaults, his bugging Obama and calling him a non American because he was born in Hawaii, when Hawaii is a State of America. (if that is not Unethical, what is?) What the heck was going on or happening? God someone tell me, what is happening? Was that raising doubts about Obama? (that’s unethical)

After the election, and Trump was put in Power, he moved his kids, son in law and daughter,  to work for him into the White House. Nepotism in full swing in a Democracy Government, and not only Nepotism, but so much going on illegally. Everything the Democrats tried to protect was undone by Republicans. Everything that the Liberals did in Canada, seemed illegal in order to prevent our population from being destroyed. Allowing our borders wide open infiltration being done by people that were being trafficked by criminals, who had to be paid big time money for these people to be entering our country. What was going on? What happened to proper immigration Laws and processes? It was all so unethical.

How Mr. Comey was treated when Hillary was found to have Government files on her phone, and he was just trying to be upfront to the Constitution and the people of the United States of America. Wow! What a mess that 2016 election was. Trump won, but then after he won, he was found to be spending time in Helsinki with Putin and supporting Putin a Communist traitor to Russia, and it’s people, and to it’s neighbors. Trump ran down our FBI, and running down his own CIA, his own Pentagon. He also supported North Korea, and China. What was happening? He went against Ukraine, went against Canada, his allies, and started trying to convince Americans we were the bad guys. (Unethical) I am not a bad guy or a bad woman. Yes I walk away when abused, but not bad. Its the abusers who are bad. This was all so unethical. My God where is Justice?

Then I started getting mad. I was no enemy of the States so what was he talking about? Then he went after our wood industry, then our gas industries, then our milk industries. Meanwhile every – time I tried to talk to anyone about marijuana and the effects of this drug on the brain, and believe me with the keys and receptors, it can change the mood of a person long term, because I saw that happen to friends of mine. I could not smoke the stuff as I was allergic and it started vibrations and movement for no reason on my left leg, even the second hand smoke.  But no one would listen and started accusing me of interfering in their income.(How can speaking Truth be interfering in someone’s income)?

In town there started being little threats. Like a woman walking near our car way too close, showing her bosom and her shorts way up her ass and made a specific thrust at our window toward Colin. He was struggling himself. But I watched and he was panicking for whatever reason about so many things at that time. We were arguing way too much. We went to a therapist to see how we could help ourselves, but meanwhile a whole bunch of societal stuff was occurring, and being reported, and one time we had a big argument and I left.

The kids were still being shot in schools on so many occasions. There were mall fights, mall shootings, in home shootings, and some of our communities, were effected hugely with violence. (All unethical and where could I get help?)

I finally after I saw myself being followed went to Saskatchewan to get some help. I had asked for help from authorities on the computer, but I do not think it worked. For whatever reason, I landed up arguing about religion. The kids of our country were the people, whom I started to be really concerned about.  The ongoing shootings, people walking across our borders illegally, were of great concern. People were dieing at the Southern border, and the kids were being separated from mothers and fathers that were trying to come to the States for asylum,  and where thought to be people attacking the United States of America, according to Trump. And honestly it did appear to be like the America’s were being attacked and still does in some ways with people coming in illegally. (That is unethical, and not fair to the tax payers of our countries and extremely unethical in every way).

One night there was a programme on youtube, and it was Stephen Colbert. On Stephen Colbert’s night of entertainment about politics and such, he also had a really good entertainer called James Taylor. He and Stephen sang a song together. “Close your eyes. “By this time, I was trying desperately to get people to love one another.  It was a song I really needed to hear myself. I prayed and got others to say Hail Mary full of Grace. I was asking everyone to pray together at that time in a circle together, and bringing us together. All children, All parents, All Fathers. And he just seemed to be talking and singing right into what I needed and that was someone to support me. I knew our kids were in trouble. He also had a song, “God Bless the Children.” He was exactly what I needed, and I found his sight on the you-tube, and I made no bones about it, I needed him and what his message was.  “Shower the People with Love.” I listened and I did shower the people with Love, and  “Its her World too.” Yep it was but what was happening. I could see our kids being hurt permanently by what was happening in our societies. but somehow I became the problem instead of the solution. What is happening? (It all seemed so unethical, immoral and the children were not being treated with Value) None of them. Why not? Now apparently I am the prostitute. Well how did that happen? Oh my God I just wanted help to save our kids, and politics, religion, gender fights, wars, and I am sweating writing this down, never mind going through it. Lord where are you?

For example: 40 Uteri being taken out of women, and these women could not speak English. That is definitely unethical. Then there is a home in New Mexico, where they found women were being used for prostitution and trafficking and egg storing. (Unethical) And then an Island, where women were taken and used for sex. (Unethical) Airplanes, in our airways, having sex on them, and kids being shot in schools, and the politics being taken over by a traitor, by a coup, by Nepotism. All (unethical) What was happening?

I tried to get a message to Mr. Taylor without being conspicuous. Well the end result was laughable, but that was not my intention. I thought he would catch on. I sent love messages, poetry, poetry and songs of necessity to make myself known to him so he could help. Because I do believe in Love. I really do, not what I saw happening. That is Fact. I trusted him with my life, and wanted so much to talk to him, with some kind of knowledge, of what was happening. In some ways, without ever having talked to him personally, I think following Love, actually worked. Somehow, I think people listened. I know the chaos it caused. But I kept going, and saying prayers, and calling out for help, and saying what I know to be true, and adjusting, and growing, and saying, everything I believed in. It didn’t matter if you believed in it, what mattered is the children, Peace, Harmony, and Honouring Life, not taking life. That is so unethical. Everyone and his dog got on board and started fighting. I felt like a spinning top, round and round we went, and no where to stop.

I do not know why the wars started. I could not believe that Putin would dare attack Ukraine’s civilians being ran over by tanks, and little babies being killed in the number of 28, and further they were 1 day old babies in a hospital, who had never hurt a soul. A soldier killed them. This is against every law in the world, not just in Nation laws, but in the Geneva Convention, and the Nuremberg code. You never attack citizens by war machinery. Who have we become as people of Earth? By this time China had released a biological warfare group of sequences on the World’s population.  Why would they send out 800 people from Wuhan to a cruising ship if they knew they Wuhan had a virus released already. They absolutely knew by that time. Dr. Montagnier knew, Dr. Yan knew, and,  Dr. Li Wenliang knew, along with New Tang Dynasty Television, and Epoch News,  knew about this being a biological attack. They could see people were dieing. They could see as I did how people were dying from nose mold, respiratory problems, lung linings, and lungs, because the cells were dieing. To attack our biological beings from this man made group of sequences, plus a human enzyme, with enzymatic  processes, you cannot tell me that Virologists knowing anything about biology, would not know that the immune system would react terribly. No one will ever convince me that Virologists did not know. That to me is a lie. Did they have effective, vaccines with long term efficacy for our immune systems to handle this attack. NO! We were to remain isolated, and to remain taking our vaccines until we there were no more variants. That did not happen. (Unethical) Immoral, and certainly showed Science did not Value Human kind’s existence. FACT! And the Republicans were the most ineffective response to any crisis that I have ever seen in life. Liberals in Canada just as bad. Selling our PPE to China. Hello!

I do not even know why the wars started. But Palestine started with Israel.  They killed 1400 people at a music festival, and were families, being children, mothers, and fathers were listening to music and the Palestinians, went after Israel. I do not care to go after people during a world Pandemic when people are vulnerable, attacking the families in a number of communities with rockets, and attacking people and raping the little girls, mothers, killing the father, burning the bodies, and deheading them, are nothing but a bunch of animals at work. If you are supporting anyone in Politics that would support such behaviour, remove him from government immediately. There is no excuse in 2000’s for any barbaric behaviours as I have seen from the Palestinian People or Islamic religions like this. This is uncalled for in all ways. These are people not respecting or honouring any kind of life. It is against the Geneva Convention, Against the Nuremberg code and against all laws of our lands.

This is why I wanted our kids safe. I do not trust any kind of religions that support barbaric behaviours. God is love if any God at all. My devotional. The Christmas we have is about celebrating Mother, son & daughter and Father, and Spirit of empathy, compassion, Love for creation, and not for killing or barbarism.

In March of 2024, there is still arguing going on, after we know that the toxic Proteins in our body are causing elongated, aggregated, clots in the veins of our bodies in the blood system, and some people are not willing to admit this is because the covid 19 attacked our Mitochondria. The cells being destabilized make our organs destabilized, and our Liver is an organ that produced a toxic protein and is destabilized. Now creating another disease, that produces clots 30 inches long in some cases, and a rubbery type clot. And many embalmers all over the world are finding them.  The embalmers who were unable to get their tools inside veins because of these clots to remove the blood during embalming, have complained and thank goodness they did. The Embalmers disease as I call it was caused by the Liver creating a toxic protein. And politicians and Science still  arguing that this can happen from covid. And no the vaccines were not able to keep up with the necessary efficacy before a new variant was hosted and spreading via airborne of 27 feet, according to research. But maybe we should have stayed isolated instead of wanting borders wide open,  letting in people with no vaccines, coming from other countries that could not afford vaccines, and for thousands breathing their hosting all over you from 27 feet away affecting thousands and millions. Also yes, the vaccines could make your predispositions to diseases show themselves by making you sick if they were not keeping up to your immune system helping your DNA be healthy. You and science know that already. There are all kinds of reasons why people got sick from vaccines. But not staying with borders closed, being more concerned with economy, instead of life,  more interested in starting wars than human kinds existence. Hello! FACTS! The genome project. Nice try.

Carolyn d Hogarth Canada. (Shame on China, Russia, Palestine, Iran and any other country not caring for it’s populations. My opinion. Peace be with you all, Harmony in World Peace and Honouring life is our goal. CDH

My baby girl grand daughter….Shame on you for destroying people’s lives. A grandma.