HSBC…Pandora files, and Panama files showing how wealthy Queens, Kings, Prime Ministers, Presidents, Princes, Hollywood people, and People in Governments move their money around the world, being laundered money, being money that is brought into our countries illegally, used for drugs, real-estate, and David Martin asked me how I feel.

I am watching these programs today, and doing research for an article, and I can barely concentrate on my goal. I do not know really how I feel inside except so sad, and so hurt….and I know I have to draw strength from something, so I always go back to Grandma’s teachings. The Church which is the world, and my body the temple. God made it a temple for creation. HMMM. But I guess Jesus is not the only one crucified in life, as so many others have been.

All my life, I have asked for money and help for poor. We were coming out of a biological attack by a country, supported by one of the wealthiest countries in the world. Our children, are the biological organisms we are, in our biological biosphere, trying to live through a biological attack. I have said, “I WILL NEVER AGREE TO A STATE CONDONED ATTACK  ON OUR POPULATIONS, NEVER DREAMING IT COULD BE FRIENDS THAT ATTACKED US.”  Never dreaming it could be our own populations. Isle of Wight, Sweden, Panama, all homo sapiens. All hiding money of the wealthy, when every step of the way of my life, I fought for those who needed help from Churches and ordinary people, and this was my life,  trying to save myself from family. HMMM!

David…. you ask how am I feeling? First David thank you for your concern. I feel cold, and all alone. But this is the way it must be. Some will say that is your Karma. But I wonder what would have happened had I not spoke? What would have happened David?

Colin cared for so many over 38 years of service, he says he does not want to hear about it. I understand him trying to self-preserve. I understand PTSD. I truly understand Mental Health being so important. I am not a foolish woman, or unfeeling, or ever have I been a cold person.

David, “How are you and your wife feeling? I do hope you are o.k.  If you feel anything like me, please take my apology to heart from a human to a human.”

CDH I peed on all corners I could by myself.I must go back to watching for research. Thank you for asking. Carolyn