I believe I Cannot Walk Away…I believe in Love. I believe that Love Exists Whether human made or Biological.
I have been a life long learner, from the best minds. My brain has expanded and has grown since a small stroke happened in Barrie Ontario. My husband gave 38 years to his job. He worked hard to save others, and care about others as we both did. We worked hard, paid our taxes believed in all that was right. I have said nothing about many things, to save others feelings, and to let them get on with their lives. I supported my husband and told people that thought he was not meant for the job he did, that that was the job he chose, and I supported his choice. Whether right or wrong I supported his speeches, I supported him on nights he came home shaking from exhaustion. I supported his tears. I supported his humanness when everyone else just kept taking and taking from his spirit. I supported who he had grown to be. Thinking he had so much more than they did because of his job was a fallacy. His job was hard, and you know little of it. There were times he could not sleep, times he threw up, times he could not look at meat, times he collapsed on the Street from seeing two children’s pictures who burned to death. His illness started to cause havoc about 12 years before we arrived in Osoyoos to live here for our later years together. His memory was not what it use to be, as his oxygen from 26% of his heart working, was giving his brain problems with thinking and memory. His stress was way over the top. I kept on going but I knew something was wrong. I kept going and saying nothing, and going to doctors, and psychologists, medical specialists to find out what was wrong.
In between, shooting of children in kindergarten, sexual trafficking of women by wealthy, abduction of children being reported, kids being bullied by Racists, and by other countries on the Public forums of twitter and Facebook. I started supported those being bullied and explaining about feelings and emotions, and tastes, and senses, and how they self direct people into learning. Anarchy became a thing too, and our economy being attacked by trains, guns, fires, and our Churches being burned. Whatever were people doing to each other? I started to see some patterns of propaganda? Political propaganda that were not true. After 5 generations of women being abused in our family, I had to speak. I could not remain silent no longer.
I believe in Love, not hate or any part of hateful behaviour as I had been raped as a little girl, and knew the feelings and emotions that went along with being controlled by others when you are harmed by unsavoury personalities. I asked today on Twitter for Lex Freidman, and Ben Shapiro to consider, am I evil for speaking out?
Virginia Guiffe asked me to “#savethechildren.” “#Metoo” movement seemed to need honesty and a forum for talking and healing, so I shared my story and how I healed and how bad things had got for me with anxieties, and how I had healed, and informed others of how determined you have to be to heal when you are a highly sensitive person called INFJ. The Instinctual, Intuitive, Feeling, Judgment person I am and that makes my personality with a load of education behind her.
Then the gender fight that I wanted no part at all with that fight as I know men can never be women. I got used for some things that I just did not agree with. I do not believe men should impregnate women and then walk away, leaving her to struggle money wise, and an impossible job to feed children on some incomes in subservient positions, at that time, when many women were left to bring children up in this world. Some males would go off and live with other men, with two good incomes, and get Lesbian women to carry their child by being impregnated, and bringing another child into the world.
I am an xx chromosome binary, heterosexual female, and men calling themselves women, when this is in fact untrue, because xx is a chromosome number of binary, and if you do not have those chromosomes, you are not a women of birthing, or a Matriarch. Men cannot be women. Can they be other chromosomes, well yes, I believe they can. XXXY, yyyx can be other chromosomes, plus many more mismatched chromosomes. This is said to be a spectrum of genders. O.k. but you cannot identify me by a spectrum. The categories have to be better than a spectrum because Autistic is a Spectrum. And I am not Autistic. Those men fighting to be women were hurting birthing females, xx chromosome and their counterparts, xy’s. This was such an unhealthy environment for 2023. I was not a cis, and I was not a spectrum, and that is what they tried to make me out to be. I disagree.
I had to go to authorities. I had threats on my life with guns because I was against marijuana because of cannabinoid systems and their receptors. I knew about photo-receptors, electroreceptors, mechanoreceptors, chemoreceptors, echoreceptors, etc. etc. and if you consume the smoke of marijuana it does do damage to your system called the cannabinoid system in the receptors. Addictions knows this. Use your poisons sparingly, because you are putting your own health at risk.
Also it turned out that a coup was going on in the United States of America, and my friend’s country, my relatives country was under attack. And what was I to do about it? I knew I just had to open up my heart, and let the sunshine in and deal with come what may. Then my husband lost his cool with panic and hit me one day and I moved out. I cried, but moved on and travelled to Moncton, New Brunswick to speak to a man I trusted because I wanted to know what was going on. However, the messages got all confused because of young women and young men and their inability to grasp something bigger was going on than I could muster to say to anyone, because I lacked evidence for certain, but I knew something bad was going down. Covid 19 was a biological attack on our biology and I knew it. Why was this occurring?
We are “The First People’s of the Universe,” and I knew and know and will always know us by this fact and not Races. There is not such a thing as RACE, because biologically it cannot be proven. Homo Sapiens are who we are, on this planet, where Neil Oliver even knows that we are Homo Sapiens, because he preached about it on Timeline. He also preached about how Homo Sapiens came to be homo sapiens, and not Home Erectus today in 2023. This ocurred through Evolution.
Salman Rushkie, Christopher Hitchens knew these facts too. They both knew the Origins of human kind. Why when I said it did it cause such chaos? I could not even say that I loved without everyone going crazy on the Public Forums. Biological Love is a fact of existence, so why was everyone going so politically crazy? Law had a job to do, but it seemed so ridiculous that Law was unable to do it’s job. If they cannot find evidence then deductive reasoning has to exist. What on earth is happening? And also what is this about aliens? Well give me evidence that aliens from other planets exist. We are exactly as I say what we are. We are homo sapiens. Are homo sapiens, in exactly evolutionary timing, from other planets existing? If there is not, then we are “The First Peoples of the Universe.” This is FACT. Not alternative facts, but FACTS. Scientific Fact.
Dr. Li Wenliang did warn me of the leak from the Lab in Wuhan on my you tube. I saw it with my own eyes. He was standing in front of a building, and spoke when alive, and warned everyone on you tube, of a leak from a Lab. Not a bat, but a lab. If you have a human hosted virus, that is airborne, and the sequentia was manipulated by Researchers for Gain of Function Research, and this research attacks our biology, because Bruce Willis has Frontal Temporal Dementia, and Celine Dion has a ongoing struggle to talk, walk and muscle spasms from a Muscle Disease, that is caused by Covid 19, and my proof is autopsies. Autopsies that had dead cells in the Frontal Temporal Area and Area 4 in the Motor Muscle Supplementary Area of the brain. That means that dead cells are dead because of the Ace 2, and the Proteins being mis-folded. and destabilizing the DNA, the mRNA and the proteins in the cells. This is what is killing the cells in those areas. Covid 19. Miscarriages are on the rise from normal numbers. Stillbirths are on the rise from normal numbers. Cancers are on the rise from normal numbers. Children being born with no limbs, 2 mouths, 2 sets of eyes, from Covid 19. Long haul diseases that are caused by Covid 19 and variations. Blood diseases, heart diseases, and myocarditis, pericarditis, and these are all caused by Covid 19. Mental disorders and diseases that are long haul effects of Covid 19. This attack on our biology gives us a host that can kill and mutate into something horrendous. It has weakened our carbon bonds, and weakened our immune systems, and weakened human connections world wide. This is presenting itself in different variants, from different hosts, and presenting in different long haul sickness and death. XBB 1.16 is the variation today in April 26th of 2023. Another variation, another day, and another sunrise to be thankful I am alive.
Is Love Divine?
Does Love take your money?
Does Love abuse Power?
Does Love abuse sexual Organs?
Does Love Learn?
Does Love Care?
Does Love have Empathy?
Does Love Kill?
Does Love Steal Money?
Does Love Share Data?
Does Love hide in a closet or is that deceit?
Does Love define your brain as just 1 part?
Are sexual organs determined by sexual body parts. Do we determine Identification of females xx by body parts? Do we identify as body parts? Or do we identify as homo sapiens?
Gender is determined by Chromosomes not a spectrum. As Autism is a Spectrum too, but genetics determines what kind of spectrum, and where you fall on that Spectrum but for Autism, and for gender. I am an xx chromosome binary heterosexual. That is one part of my identity for Gender only. Men cannot be women. Determining a Identity by Gender or Sexuality is not Rational. Your amygdala does not determine Sexuality or Gender or Identity.
Does Love include Emotion?
Does Love contribute to your health of your biological being, through the amygdala, limbic system, and hormones or chemistry?
Does Love contribute to health of Chemistry? and not hate.
Does Love include Gratitude for Life?
Or does Love just “Identify” as sex objects.
Why do women Nurture?
Why are Women smaller in muscles? or stature?
Why do women produce offspring?
Is Love a Biological Factor?
Is Love a Commitment?
Are the above questions, of Identity belonging to Biology? Belonging to the homo sapien called Matriarch, female.