Standing in stillness while writing in silence, plus “Loving you, Loving me, Loving us, Loving We,”

 I will never understand being scrutinized for loving and also being bullied like I am the problem in the world. Wow! My First Statement today is important, and trying to balance any of this because of what I know is a challenge to my amygdala and hippocampus, and my reunein cells so that I might articulate where, what, why, when, who, between my polars or boundaries of right and left right and wrong. I am up to the challenge and will continue with my writing. I will just continue what I am doing. My reason is here I am. I still stand with hope in my heart for Peace around the world. I am trying to understand the complexity of 2015  to 2023.

There are women insistent on taking my garbage for political purposes, and having my garbage to hold over my head, as if they have a right to blackmail me. Why?

In 2023, women and men have a right to have babies in a biological attack that is attacking our world’s group of homo sapiens. We are biological organisms. We also have women and their control over their families, instead of the government having control of our children as a issue today in 2023. One of the worst things about this Pandemic is how much freedom we have lost in our democracies. I will be damned if I will give up my freedom to speak. I believe in my right to speak, my right to vote for who I want and if the policies are not working, then by all means you hear from me.  Just who on earth is the priority in a Pandemic? Is it the individual that has rights to make up their own mind on whether they must isolate, or take vaccines? The end result of letting them make up their own mind, is utter chaos socially and Universally. Vaccines might have been inefficient to keep you from all damage because of efficacy, but I think the majority of people who did not take the vaccine are the problem too. I also think that the immune system not recognizing the new DNA made from the attack of the Spike proteins are the problem with the immune system.

We live in a climate challenged world with Northern Icebergs and glaciers melting. Our Ozone got a hole in it from synthetic chemistry compounds being used in our biosphere. That biosphere is what we as organisms count on for adaptation and survival through sense intake. Nature is  giving love spells of warnings, that we as humans must pay attention and wake up, because the word climate, plus the term atmosphere which has many meanings, that I must say, needs to be looked at and find different ways for us all to get along.

Another part of this complex situation we are all dealing with in 2023, December 21st. on our little blue plant, are economies that are competing against each other in Capitalistic societies, plus societies that are Communist in regimes. Instead of choosing to work together in our world, they chose to compete. We are also privy to religions fighting against each other and attacking via war, for land, and Philosophies of the past, that do not seem to fit today. At this time we have two big wars going on in  our world. Ukraine was attacked by Russia over land, and Israel from Palestine over religion, and history and Land, and attacked illegally a country of people that were at a concert listening to music. Music to my knowledge is the language of love. In these attacks in war, they are attacking the civilians and killing 1 day old babies. That is so far from ethics of war, human behaviour of any kind that is civilized or acceptable. That alone has my dander up, and I am not willing to let this go. I want Justice to look at this.

Racism is also an issue today in 2023, because apparently you identify people not by name, but by skin cells. Skin cells to me are for the organ called skin. It is the largest organ on the body, and it helps to protect our proteins from oxidizing and it protects our frame, and our organs.  Please correct me if I am wrong. I have never heard of it as an identification. But for whatever reason, people see Racism as if it is a real thing. I can only speak from my perspective and that is that markers do not make the person. Markers of biology create your physiology, but not character. These ideas of Racism have no logical and rational foundation at all. These ideas are not related to the Universal children from my family. We originally all came from seas, and soils as eukaryotic cells injecting the prokaryotic cells making them virulent and starting a world full of forms that are biological creatures.

The climate challenge that is very threatening to our World, is the synthetic chemistry compounds that have done immense damage to our female xx chromosome binary heter0sexual who creates new life. We as females at this time in History, are finding it difficult to give birth to a one headed baby that does not have conjoined two heads on top of a body, tails on their backs, scales and fish tales, and every-time I try and talk about the autopsies of Dr. Mike Hansen, I am greeted with someone taking my articles off face-book as if I am trying to steal their information. I am being treated as if some kind of criminal. I have done nothing wrong except tell everyone do not kill each other, and please love each other. To me that is the meaning of life. It is to adapt and survive, and love what you create, and commit to it.  Saving the children, and some friends children became my purpose in 2015. As clumsy as an ox, I did what it took to warn everyone we are in trouble, and this because of what I knew then and still know now, but a lot more serious today in 2023.

Yesterday I had to put on face-book that my writing was specifically for Canada, and our Valley in B.C. so they will not take my writings off the Internet. I am being treated like I do not have the right to speak. I had to explain again to people that balancing some of this stuff on a Public forum is a little like walking a plank, because no matter what some are not going to be happy with what I have to say, and yet everyone takes credit for it.

WION  and NDT Television are reporiting some different really negative situations in our world again. They had reported that Denmark has never had higher  numbers of this variant of covid outbreak of  JN.1, and China’s numbers keep rising and so many are dieing from respiratory dysfunctions and pneumonia. They are not getting proper health attention because hospitals are again overwhelmed with numbers. We still are dealing with another variant of covid the Eris or the EG5. and the B.A. 2.86 which is still causing illness all over the world. We have all kinds of different old time diseases showing up like monkey pox, polio, T.B. and some terrible outbreaks all over the world, inclusive of the U.S.A. and the United Kingdom.

Dealing with new variants being hosted by humans, means that the old variant has a vaccine efficacy for about 3 months if lucky, then a new variant starts up and the Immunology system does not recognize it as a variant for that particular vaccine. The immune system and that particular vaccine, sees it as a new threat, but does not recognize it. It is a threat when it starts attacking the body causing illness, of course presenting in different forms. It overwhelms the immune system as the immune system cannot keep up with the amount of attacks on our biology. People are literally dieing from these attacks. The genetic therapists, does not give the diagnosis as the original cause of covid or variants, but what it has attacked as the symptom. They are looking at the symptoms instead of cause. For example, if muscle diseases or aphasia is diagnosed, that is what the person is diagnosed as having. It seems backwards to me, because it fixes nothing of the original problem.  The origins of covid and all it’s variants are the thing triggering many young people to die and they do not even realize this is still covid and it’s own variants hosted by humans. Because the doctors themselves are not dealing with anything but symptoms of covid.

The autopsies in 2020, of Doctor Mike Hansen, were a dead give away, so now in 2023, in December near Christmas, it is difficult to find balance with all these different interest groups. Be assured I am not saying all I know, or taking any sides. What I have to say about my experience is not complimentary and could upset a lot of our world today. Managing these polar differences in our world, is extremely difficult without offending someone, but they do not see what I see. Doctor Malone is the person who created genetic therapies, and he got put off of the Public forums, but in fact he was talking about therapies and genetics, not Gain of function sequences plus a human enzyme that targets the human to host a sequence that can kill. This gets passed around via air. This in reality is a biological attack on our biology as homo sapiens. You cannot deny that fact.

  I have a very logical mind, but if you trigger off my emotions and feelings by going into my garbage, I have to say, I do have a bit of a temper over my privacy. I have worked too hard on myself to not be able to conduct myself in a manner that is fitting for diplomacy, but do not overstep my boundaries like going into my garbage for your political use of my knowledge. Who would dare use politics against people? I have spent at every chance I get to study, years and years studying all kinds of Sciences, and it took me years to make sure my husband and I were healthy. Look were we landed up through no fault of our own. Science indeed has used Politics against it’s own populations. I will not even allow this to happen to me. I studied too hard for health in my life, to ever be silenced over Politics. The Justice will hear from me about this.

I have noticed a real serious problem of young people treating the elderly like we are responsible for this chaos. In Japan the young are killing the elderly in their homes. I believe this is because of the Politics of Climate Change using the young against the elderly, and their own parents. To undo this damage is going to take time.

This is not civilized societies. This is wrong today and trying to write about this stuff is even worse.  Maybe Trump caused it with his coup by calling the virus a hoax at first, and of course China’s Wuhan Lab with being a lab for Bio-warfare, and the USA funnelling money to fund that Lab, and my health concerns for our young are not cooperative feelings or emotions by many, and I consider this unethical.  There is a man called Kaszek in the Pentagon, who was funnelling millions into China, for  Gain of function research,  which has caused a biological attack of the worst kind on humans around the world. I did not do it. I did nothing wrong but try and save my kids. I tried to tell my family about this attack on our biology, and the coup from the United States of America, right on our doorstep, but it makes it awkward without Justice systems being involved.  Justice systems procrastinating because of not having enough evidence for a court case, is beyond comprehension after this amount of crime against humanity. Trump did interfere in our politics in our countries called Democracy by putting in Nepotism, and being part of an insurrection. He should never have been President in my opinion, as he is not qualified to be a leader. My God he assaulted  women and was charged for it. He also treated his first wife and second with such disdain. I just cannot see that man as a leader at all. I am not sure why he got into a leadership role except for young people being impressed with star power. He called the Wuhan Leak a hoax and it was one of the most serious attacks on human kind.

According to some researchers there are over 20 million dead from this biological attack. However, yesterday, WION said only 7 million. That is a huge difference from 20 million so someone is not telling the truth again.

I would like to say that we have an agreement with the USA, and Canada and that is a long border that has been respected since 1926, when both North Dakota and Manitoba built a Peace Garden and put up Peace Chimes for both countries to recognize Peace, Harmony and Honouring Life. I believe this is a must for both countries, whether coup or not to always respect that border for Canadians and Americans. In 1926, there were 52,000 people who gathered to make that promise, and we must respect that, including Trump or any other President voted in. I spoke to respect that and put pictures on face-book to represent that Border called the Peace Garden.

These are some of the issues that I see today that plague our world, plus the sexual trafficking and sexual abuse of children for body parts and the sex trade, and I will never condone mistreating children. This is something, being victimized by some things myself as a child, that I have done too much work with women, for women, and will continue, except now to hear that our children again are being abused in our country, or our neighbors. Justice Matters is a real fact when it comes to Laws of the land to be respected.

It sounds as if I am negative, but I am not, these are just the facts of Science, my knowledge, my wisdom, and my intuition, instincts, feelings, emotions and judgments, experiences, and studies of homo sapiens and a lot of heatlh. Finding the balance of ethics has not been easy, but when you start using my health as blackmail or saying I have no free speech, then I have some Legal issues to consider.

 

Carolyn d Hogarth

Birds have taught me so much about our lives and environments…hopefully they tell you something too about organisms. CDH Value them. Thanks