Desire And Reward
Before reading any of my work since 2014, I want to say to the reader, “How easily we forget.” If I were to list off the corruption since 2014, and the lack of charges, it would curl your hair from the read. Now here are my credentials.
I have studied Science and mainly in the health and history areas, such as Anthropology, and human health for over 40 years today. I walked away from University, because they were unaware they were part of class systems. I made a special effort for my own life and my husbands, to be a life long learner, and today still enjoy the process. I will continue until the day that I die.
You are not required to read my writings, because it is a choice, but if you read them, and know whence I come from, at least show a little respect for the writings.
Canada has changed, and the United States of American have changed, reality to non belief. The Peace Border that lasted nearly 100 years is very shaky today, and this being from political leaders, so if you wonder my cautionary questioning, I do have reasons. Forgetting the most important part of Canada the voter, and the voter’s choice, is something anarchists did not consider.
First I am not anyone’s puppet. You chose to threaten me with a gun, not the other way around. You chose to challenge my thinking, and you can if you wish, but don’t cry when I know who I am. If I vote, it is a place of generosity, and very private information. My genetics are private, and not anyone else’s business. My vote very private and not anyone else’s business. I said my complete story to show you who I am. If you want to challenge it, it is not me with the problem.
Truth in reality of what things I deal with in my life, is not really your business but you seem to make it yours, as if a right. Do not read this article, if you do not like Truth, because I am not impressed with 2026. It has left me with far too many questions that I am not afraid to ask. You have to remember I am University trained and I cannot turn back now, as this is who I am. B as U R. “I am me. This is who I am.
If you want to be paranoid about elderly as myself, you go ahead, but do not say it around me, as I will stand up for my rights and write about them as you challenge me. I am a defender of my right to life. Stay away from my writings if they make you uncomfortable, because it is writing for the expanded mind, and not the controller of minds through gender fights.
I have loved Science my whole life. I have read and learned from the best in life, and certainly not the worst as you see on Youtube. If you think Dawkins, Darwin, Hawking, Hitchens, Nowicki, Silvers, Norden, and Pert, Montagnier, are free to learn and express, watch carefully from a female perspective what I learned, and had stolen every – time I wrote on a Public forum of face-book, or youtube. They took it as if their rights. How easily we forget the covid 19 endemic. No vaccines could have kept up.
I have lots and lots to say about those who chose to use our lives for their lab rattery. I am xx, and will never be non binary as I am a birthing mother. Those who are non binary do not get to tell me after my 82 years being wrong. I took stands in life for a reasonable reasoning.
Also it is fact that babies come into this world to live, not be killed by maniacs trying to control the world with their ideas. When you start killing children, you are the evil person, not me.
I stood with David Hog and walked for life, however, David is much younger than me, and has not had the experience and is American, but in Canada, mirror neurons took over in Taber Alberta and some person decided in Alberta, Canada to do the same as Americans and start killing children in Alberta, in the schooling system. Not only did I speak up, I started shouting “you cannot do this to Canada.” I immediately spoke up by approaching MSNBC, saying they pay way too much attention to Politics instead of the children being shot.
I also spoke up when people with drug issues started threatening me about science vs the drug trade in Canada. Right after I complained about seizures in my left leg from second hand smoke, Trudeau in his wisdom, made marijuana legal. Is marijuana causing seizures second hand? Yes! It is a uncontrollable quivering in my left leg as warnings. Drugs today are laced with opioids, and many other paralyzing chemicals. It seems China is quite comfortable selling these things for profit, and Canada is quite comfortable lacing our streets with drug addicted people that are paralyzed in position for hours, and sleep right out on the street. They are paralyzed mentally, paralyzed physically, and they give birth to children in those conditions, and we wonder why the children are suffering. They remain stunned on streets for hours and hours, and many do not even have hones. There are people supplying the drug addicted with the feeding of the “Desire and Reward System.”
“DESIRE AND REWARD SYSTEM”
Desire is hard to define as has been said. It is wanting, yearning, desiring, for something to feel satisfaction and pleasure, for but a moment of your life. There are brain circuits involved. Lets take a look at these circuits in your very own brain that you have and I have as a homo sapien evolved. There is a need for food, for warmth, for a bed to sleep in, clothing to keep warm and be covered, shoes for our feet, water, and human touch, and a home that we call our own, but this is a group of NEEDS for survival.
Priorities are important. These are Needs vs desires such as face lifts is a desire and can become an addiction. Hoarding can become an addiction. Desire is a complex drive that strongly reflects personal preferences. It is made up of two differing components, liking and wanting are the two emotions, but are they actually linked to need?
With my activities, I need food, water, warmth, a bed, my home that I paid for, blankets, and desire a computer for writing my articles of share, because I love writing and have for years, but is a computer or the Internet a NEED? Absolutely not. It is making money for Americans by the name of Zuckerberg, Musk, Trump, Bazo’s, Kushner’s, the son in law of Trump, but does it add to our lives? At this point it has added nothing that I wasn’t doing in Canada in 1980’s and that is writing.
Some of the Stars of Hollywood seem to think Canada is at their beck and call and we do not have lives of our own. I am seriously challenging that need of theirs for Power or superiority. It is absolutely wrong. Our two countries had a need to have a Peace Border at one time, because of the Lakes, and areas that we “share,” out of generosity, but Trump has gone overboard with his wants and desires.
I was told “I have no soul.” Well soul is absolutely shown by standing up for tiny children being killed. Is the brain and it’s workings called a soul. I think it is electromagneticvibrational mechanics, and we live by feelings, emotions, beliefs, intention, in response to our environment. So be it.
It is “Law” that you do not kill children, or anyone in a Nation of Peace Policies, and that goes against our government today.
Killing of Canadians. A need for the government apparently to keep control of the country. But I will not be included in such foolery. and fools they are indeed. Wars, war machinery, promising war for Ukraine when Canadians said, “no war.” Pearson promised after WW2, never again. Carney and Trudeau undid that. The Liberals.
A need for the government but not for the population. It is like the need for a drug. You might not particularly like it or enjoy it, but we fought for our Peace times already, and until this generation of war mongers, even amongst genders, killing each other in schools, well I will not be part of the sickness of many control artists. Your resulting pleasure seeking has consequences.
“Liking and Wanting” have different brain circuits, although Dopamine is the neurotransmitter for both circuitry.
Stimulus and Reward; This is on extreme stimuli or internal stimuli. Like Children being killed is an extreme stimuli in the environment.
Stimulants can occur outside ourselves, outside the body, and is taken in by the sense systems.
For example, the sight of food, the sight of killing children, the sight of burning cities down, these are all stimulants outside our bodies and minds, and out of our control. You can also get “inside stimuli” say for food, with failing glucose levels causing hunger. The incoming stimuli is registered by the limbic system which creates an urge.
URGE; The incoming stimulus is registered by the limbic system which creates an URGE, and say it is an urge for chocolate when you see chocolate goodies in the store.
(3) DESIRE; The urge or desire is registered as a conscious desire in the cortex, which then “INSTINCTS” the body to act.
(4) Satisfaction; The neurotransmitter raises circulating dopamine levels and creates a feeling of satisfaction.
(5) ANTICIPATION; Learning and memory clearly play an important role in shaping desires and preferences. This leads to the possibility of anticipation which is the expectation of a reward. Anticipation has been studied by researchers using a game of chance. In this anticipation, place where participants might be told they might win money. FMRI scans show that cerebral blood flow in the amygdala and orbitofrontal cortex increases indicating activity in the nucleus accumbens, and the hypothalamus all rich in dopamine receptors. The bigger the potential reward the greater the brain activity.
(6) REWARD ANTICIPATION;
On a FMRI scan it showed activity in the “left intraparietal” cortex. Activity in the Anterior Cingulate cortex and the Intraparietal cortex shows that the greatest attention is paid to the task when a person is anticipating a reward. (On a personal level, my focus in learning gives me the skills to handle my life in a healthier way, this is my reward). There need not be money, but Peace for our country is a must. Money does not satisfy me, but Peace and Learning do.
(7) PLEASURE SEEKING;
Addictive substances can activate dopamine reward systems, and synapse webs, providing pleasure even though the substances are not essential for survival, and chronic exposure to drugs leads to the suppression of reward circuits, then increasing amounts needed to get the same effect. The opiate system is involved in memory and learning. Cocaine acts at the “Noradrengenergic receptors” which are involved in stress responses and activity.
(8) Culture Exposure; Smoking is regarded as a highly social activity in many cultures, and drinking is rewarded. Prolonged exposure to these addictive substances from cultures, may lead to dependence and drug seeking behaviours and withdrawal symptoms and problems.
(9) REWARD SYSTEM; The circuitry of the Reward System starts in the “Ventral Tagmental area” and dopamine synapse firing and releasing a trigger in the nucleus accumbens with increased firings from the cell of Opioids and Ethanal. From the nucleus accumbens up through the Reward Pathways which extends to the prefrontal cortex. Some drugs act by triggering dopamine while others work by increasing the cell firing, by the Prefrontal Cortex which is involved in feelings of stimulant pleasure in a conscious experience of pleasure. Nicotine can also be used as a stimulant at first until more nicotine is required for pleasurable feelings, until health issues become not pleasurable.
(10) Thrill Seekers or Danger Seekers; can cause a rush of “epinephrine” and “dopamine,” in brain circuits. The rush may lead us to seek out such activities as an easy way of operating intense feelings of “Pleasure,”
My pleasure seeking was traveling by train to see Beluga Whales in the Hudson Bay, but found that the train has to pull to the side tracks, until the perma frost freezes, because the train is sinking in the soft perma frost, putting an 8 hour delay on our arrival. Perma frost unfreezing was the stimulant for a tad bit of anxiousness, not pleasure seeking feelings. I was rewarded by arriving in Churchill, as paid for to the train system.
School shootings is an easy destructive stimulant to talk about, and it definitely contributed to action. However, trying to convince me that advertising is not harmful, is like telling me that artificial intelligence, is intelligence. In fact look at the term “Intelligence,” and generalized intelligence, is advertising constructive or destructive in hoarding, spending on unnecessary products? So advertising will bring up ice-cream, and you want ice-cream, advertise chocolate and you want chocolate, advertise chips and you want chips, so power of advertising is a stimulant for overweight, and then you get blamed for instinctual neurons at work. Blamed for weight issues that are stimulated by advertising.
So intelligence… what is intelligence but generalized ideas to live your life by decent principles, values, morals, and ethics. If you rule your life by money, or power, or advertising, what stimulants sell in advertising might not be doing us any good at all. So again what is Intelligence? It is the mind with intent.
(11) Can transference or “TRNA” or Transference Ribonucleicacid, change into a new protein? This is another stimulating conversation for homo sapiens. Can molecular data tell it where to go? Initiating the ribosome into divided two main subunits in larger and smaller that are usually repeated in normal sequences. Initiation usually when the small Subunit binds a strand of MRNA which is the messenger Ribonucleic – acid for creating say a helix or a strand of a sequence of proteins, acids of DNA and RNA. The Transference Ribonucleicacid has the anti – codon for the “Start Codon.” AUG. The two subunits come together and form an amino acid string that begins.
Elongation binding sites to the ribosomes, serve to bring together TRNA’s in sequence with their corresponding codons on the MRNA strand. The protein, or P is where the initiator TRNA first attaches. When the initiator TRNA attaches the next TRNA in sequence, it will enter the A site. The ribosome will form a strong bond between it’s amino acids and the methionine coded for, by the initiator TRNA. The Initiator moves to the E site and drops off the ribosome and MRNA will shift 1 codon relative to each other in order to attach the next amino acid. The elongation stage lasts as long as necessary to complete the polypeptide.
TERMINATION; No TRNA will bind to stop codons, thus once the ribosome reaches one of the open A sites, it will bind to a release factor protein which breaks the bond between TRNA and the protein site releasing the polypeptide chain. (this can be done by telomeres). Once a polypeptide has been synthesized it is processed in many ways. Methionine is often removed from the beginning of a newly synthesized protein. Some ribosomes are free floating in the cytoplasm, but ribosomes attached to the endomembrane system release synthesized proteins and their membranes. The endomembrane system that performs “Any or All” of the following processing functions.
(1) Chaperone Proteins help new proteins form the correct shapes.
(2) Sugars may be added to form glyco – proteins. Proteins are labelled with molecular tags, that tell the endomembrane system where to send them.
(3) Translators – So why are TRNA referred to as a translator and why is the aminoacry syntase referred to as “match maker.” (obvious)
PS…a personal note to the reader. If you get a chance to read Stephen Hawkings “A Guide to the Universe,” do so. Look at what has happened since then. Transgender fights, Gays and all the non binary people, religious fanatics getting involved, the killings of children in the gender fights, and “Walk for life by those being killed by other extremists in their midst in schools.”Genetics has a need.” Fact.
My work here is to explain the beauty of our electromagneticvibrational systems that have energy potential each one, initiated by one muscle movement, into positive Kinetic action. To say I am not necessary is to have no clue of what I do.
Threats from guns, from drug cartel, from religious fanatics, from Youtube extremists, threats from infested communities that have no idea of how beautiful they really are, this has made society sick. I have watched our society slowly deteriate from them, into a combined mess of people’s fear and greed and even the witch stories raise their ugly head again. That is a stimulant for me to write.
People using others through real – estate, through boards, through tribes, through parties, should show a little more abstaining, and less power seeking from money, because throwing elderly into malls just because owners of real – estate do not want to pay for things out of their own pockets, or through volunteer work, has been the cause of immense damage. Real estate is meant to be home, not your profit making tactics of greed. It is just fact.Another Stimulant gone haywire in 2014 to 2026.
Further I am tired of hearing threats of Provinces leaving Canada, because it stimulates another fear. My country not being whole. If we do not keep quiet as women, and Quebec and Alberta should leave. Its easy to forget other Canadians. Acadie and St. Madelin and the term Cardinal comes from King louis the 14th. .
What is a “Transgenic Organism?”
It is a biological organism that has had a recombinant or recombined DNA incorporated into their genome. These recombined DNA are ordinarily a natural process.
Pleiotropy;
Condition in which a single gene affects more than one phenotypic characteristic.
Eukaryotic Cells; An organism having cells that include internal membrane – enclosed – structures, most notably a “Nucleus” and All multicellular organisms are Eukaryotes as are many single celled organisms such as prokaryotes. (Defined by Science).
Fitness of a Population called “Darwinian Fitness” ..The contribution of an individual to the genetic composition ( gene pool) of a population in a subsequent generation, usually measured as number of offspring produced relative to others in the population in a given environment formally known as “Darwinian Fitness.” FACT of Science.
In 1970 David Baltimore and coworkers discover retroviruses and describe the “Enzyme reverse transcriptase that can synthesize DNA from RNA templates. Fact of Science
1972 … First recombinant DNA made in vitro.
1997 ..Ian Wilmut and Colleagues successfully clone the sheep “Dolly” by nuclear transplantation.
Important….Genetic recombinant is the potentially novel phenotypes.
Erwin Chargoff 1905 to 2002 Austrian born biochemist whose work at Columbia University showed that any sample of DNA always contained equal amounts of ADENINE, AND THYMINE AND GUANINE AND CYTOSINE, a relationship known as chargaffs rule that led to the discovery of the importance of Complimentary base pairing, in the structure and functioning of DNA. FACT of Science.
Harvey Weinberg equilibrium; Chapter 19 on the pairing of Mendel and Darwinian theories for biological organisms in a healthy population. Professor Steve Nowicki “The Science of Life.” Duke University. Facts of Science. (Be aware)
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Written by Carolyn d Hogarth Canada about our beautiful Optimum brain gone haywire over Politicians and Politics. (Trump and the USA and China and the genome project, Scientists who cannot believe what happened, and how things could go so badly, and me trying to pick up the pieces by writing about the beautiful Optimum brain). Canadian and all above stimulants are what causes me to write these articles. Non Political.
Yep! First Born. You do not have to agree, but it is facts of Science on a continuum, or some might say “Spectrum.”